i love you too this song-

I've got a boyfriend now
He's my dearest pal
He'll always catch me when I fall
He's always there when I call

I've got a boyfriend now
He always talks so loud
Even in a crowded house
He always shows what he got

I share my dreams and all my stories
I don't think I need my diary
If you're teasing me, don't you worry
I will keep you in my memories

When my boyfriend smiles
The world seems all mine
And all the days seems truly fine
Make me reach up for the sky

Me and my boyfriend now
We're moving so slow
If you really want to know
Come on and join with the show

I share my dreams and all my stories
I don't think I need my diary
If you're teasing me, don't you worry
I will keep you in my memories

When I'm blue. feel so lonely
No one sits here right beside me
I'm gonna call you just to;
"Hurry, come and see me. It's so scary and I need you desperately"

I share my dreams and all my stories
I don't think I need my diary
If you're teasing me, don't you worry
I will keep you in my memories

I share my dreams and all my stories
I don't think I need my diary
If you're teasing me, don't you worry
I will keep you in my memories

i wanna make this clear, my dear

Hey there! i love blogging. Although, it needs alot of typing & stuffs. No wonder millions & zillions of people have blogs. Bobby aunty is always telling me & yovi to be 'RESPONSIBLE' if we want to own a blog. I wanted a blog just to keep track of my life. i love mocca now! the girl's[singer's] voice is like damn sweet & nice. that's why the song is nice. i LOVE AJ from AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL! she's so beautiful & HOT! heard that she's gonna be eliminated soon. WHAT THE HACK! if i was the judge, i would look at her & take her hand & congragulate her as the next ANTM,without even looking at the other girls. I noticed that i am very RANDOM.if you read this post, you would also agree. dont care- i have to go now cause my cousin i irritating me to boil sausages for her. why now?! nevermind- alright, i'll go now.please listen to my new blog song, adios ppl.



PS- the more i hurt, i more i curse your name.

lost in you & i can't find myself again






HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE! YOU'RE SIXTEEN. [ i know your b'day was actually yesterday, but its ok ]all the best, my dear friend. you're the sweetest. Have a good day at east coast park today.Remember to scream to de-stress yourself. OMG! i have to go to school now. shit la! i have POA class!& I had english paper 1 today & i think i flunked it, YAY! i need someone to motivate me to study. anyone? that's all for today i guess. alright, bye!


PS-This is to you. You know who you are & I love you,forever.

you make me feel out of my elements.





hello! i am in school!! having art now and we got to use the computer BABY! i have to research for my art paper for mid year. i am DEAD bored cause we are FORBIDDEN-ed to go into deviantart.com. WHAT THE HELL! i have 5 more minutes before i leave for assembly. alright, bye people. i'll be back later.


PS- i'm feeling HIGH today ! wheewhooo, woooohooo!

i'm not running away-

hello. i'm not in the mood to blog today so i'll make it short & sweet. alot of things are making me go crazy. i've got my 2.4 km running tomorrow & i'm not in the mood. today, i just wanna write about a 'friend' of mine. she just messed up my life. fcuk her. call yourself a friend. why do you always go around messing up people's life? what's the problem with you? have you seeked enough attention?! grow up you BITCH! you think that everyone likes you, but FACE THE FACT; they FREAKING hate you to the core of the core. slut slut slut slut- i will never forgive you cause i had enough.

-How I wanted to play
The role of the Fates
But I need to control myself;
I’ll just murder you in my head.

you spoilt my mood, shit you. now i shall just go & curse her for all i want. what you did to me will come back to you : )) break me; break you. please dont ask me who this 'FRIEND' is. i dont want to spell/voice out her name. thank you. bye







this is how i do, when i think about you.


PS- my apology to the rest of the beautiful people, sorry.
& forget abt the sweet post i said earlier.

What happened to the story that we wrote?

hello. i think i'm gonna die of flu when i grow old. i get flu every single day. why does flu love me so much ? i hate you....i think its gonna be a habit for me to breathe from my mouth. what the hell? nevermind- alright, i went out with jeb-ass today. i had to accompany him to buy some stuffs. he is very the cheeky & abit irritating. but overall he is actually very nice & understanding.he makes a very good friend. okay, enough bout him. [sneezeses damn loud] i miss someone badly.. please call me tonight also.. i need to hear your voice badly, dear love. someone special's birthday is coming & i dont know what i should get. please give me some suggestions. he's no other than ANNIE(ann-raj)! he is super, SUPER NICE, you know. ultra funny too. always makes me feel good about myself. thank you, love. it's only been like five days since i knew stuffs about him but it feels like i have known him all my life. he's a great friend. he's the man! okay.. that's all for today. oh ya, & i miss my mother, father & brother. miss you all. hope you all are doing fine. lots of love


PS- I needed you all the way now, If you don't mind.

you should be in my space: you should be in my life.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
Oh oh oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
Oh oh oh

//i love you this song.

way back into love

hello, i've been busy lately cause SYF's coming. & it's TOMORROW! what the hell!!! our chinese dance got GOLD WITH HONEST! that's wayyyy incredible. how did they do it ?nevermind. i am in love with my blog's SUPER NEW song. thanks to THE MARVELLOUS CRYSTAL! this song is from the movie MUSIC & LYRICS- i think this song is nice because of the girl who sang it. her voice is so smooth.. makes me jealous. please go listen to it until you all go crazy ok : )) today, i went aerobics like after a long long time. felt so damn good. poor yovi is down with chicken pox & she's gonna miss her mid-year exams. feel sorry for her cause she got it at the oh so wrong time. get well soon yovi dovi! i had my bloody PERIOD today. it was wierd. i was reading on the cleo magazine abt irregular periods & after that i had mine. WHAT THE HELL! & my guitar's uniform is white silk cloth. if it stains, its gonna be so gross & fcuking irritating! URHHH! why........ i need some inspiration for everything i do in my life. i just cant seem to move on. oh ya, i wanna apologise to chenisha. sorry for getting me getting pissed aye. i was having mood swings. you're still my best friend though!ok, i think i need some sleep now. tomorrow's a very big day for me! pray for me ok, if you are my friend : )) bye, that's all for today. i'll tell you what i got for my SYF tomorrow. tc ppl.


PS-you know i'll be there for you in the end.

goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

whisper's: ` hello, i miss you quite terribly.

hello. I FREAKING MISS HIM! can someone tell me why he is so faraway? i will like have to wait another eight whole months to see him! that's like super duper long.wonder how he is?did i tell you he rides a motorbike? cool eh. nevermind. LAKH, a so called 'motivater' came to class today. she can talked like non-stop & she's obsessed with the ice berg's reflection on the ocean. she even gave us a picture of it to pin it on the board so that we can look at it everyday. she said that she even have it pasted on her toilet wall. wierd eh?she told us to shout " i am the greatest! " & i'm trying my best to motivate myself to concentrate on my studies. lakh's motivation talk helped me partially. so, ya. that's all i guess. exams are around the corner & it sucks. got to mug all night. bye

PS- oh baby, baby we belong together...

he's my sweet, sugar CANDY MAN(whispered)

OLA! do you like my song? please, say YES! cause it rules like no other shit.
` He's a one stop job, make my cherry pop
He's a sweet rockin sugar coated candy man
A sweet rockin sugar coated candy man.
i know this song is like abit,abit old. who cares. okay, let's drop the subject.
me & yovi are good at EATING. hell yeah! we made our own fried-rice. it was spoon/fork/plate/finger-licking good. & while eating we watched A WALK TO REMEMBER.
its not bad, just alright i guess. after that, came home & i was walking towards my room when something distracted me, the computer of course which was shining at the corner of my eyes. of course, i was infront of the com in no time.i have been using it everyday,w/o fail for the past one week. OMG! i just remember something. i've got TUITION tomorrow! what the hell! i've got homeworks to finish that no teacher in the whole wide world would give, damn! someone please tell me why i'm sooo 'LUCKY'? i've got no choice but to do it.shit la! got to go then, toodles!

PS-There's nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm
He's a one stop jive, makes my panties drop
He's a swinging rockin sugar coated candy man
A sweet rockin sugar coated candy man, Ooo yeah..
` Good things come for boys who wait.

SPEAK FOR MYSELF

hello. i realised that i only speak for myself. In other words, i only think about myself. i dont know if its good or bad.i'll tell you why next time cause i got to switch off the com in like two more minutes. SIBANI & i were like supposed to go out & catch a movie today but it got cancelled. SHIT! nevermind, there's always a next time. & i need to get the MP4. baby, please give me it... my mum said i can only get it like after a MONTH. it feels like i will only get it after one million years. someone's shouting, i think its my aunt. okay, bye.

PS- i think i'm over narcisistic.

FIVE MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT

okay, me & yovi are like doing my blog now, at 11:55 pm .
FINALLY, i did my blog after like one million years. alright, i'm having a very bad flu right now due to yovi's carpet. i got to leave now, goodbye !