goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend.

something just happened to me. i'm broken. i dont know if i should be happy or sad.
`I had a bad day, I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry
I had a bad day, I'll cry if i want to, cry if i want to, cry
I had a bad day, I 'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry.
no, i wont give in. i'll keep holding on. with you by my side i'll fight & defend.
okay, i can still hear jeban's voice in my ear cause we talked for SIX WHOLE HOURS on the phone from 11:something pm to 5 am. we talked about everything. we were pouring each others heart out. he sounds way better on the phone. so, i want to thank him for accompanying me throught the night until morning & for the nice, sweet & calming words to make me feel better. thanks jeban. dont worry alright, raksha & pasdo trust you. & i like your confidence :)) oh ya, & dont give up on her ok! omg, there's school tomorrow & it sucks. & my SYF's on thursday. shit LAH! i dont feel like typing now. my fingers hurt from play the guitar. & i am feeling down/ EMO today, bye.
PS- & lately I've been feeling, feeling unappreciated.