you can stand under my umbrella

hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadows in the baackground of the morgue..blah blah blah. You don't know how bor-ed i am feeling right now. I can see yovi's super bor-ed too cause she's right beside me CAM-WHORING!I AM DYING FROM BOREDOM! HELPP! & i still haven't watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 3. Me & my friends thought of going but we still havent fix the date yet. & also me & yovi are gonna get our nose PIERC-ED!YAY!alright, i have to go now ppl. good-byeee & HAPPY HOLIDAYS!




PS- i'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me.
if there's anyone who can make me feel un-bored, tag me!

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?



hello!I finally had the courage to go jogging! YAY, applause. guess what, I AM IN LOVE!! with, the BEAUTIFUL CORBIN BLEU! he's the sweetest thing i've ever seen. I can stare at him like forever & ever & ever & ever.today was SUPER, SUPER boring, i tell you. went to yovi's & we watched DREAM GIRLS, suck-ed. BEYONCE is so pretty! I'm waiting for ugly betty, ANTM, Miami Ink & Heroes. I'm watching tv until 3am. alright, that all. bye people.


PS- CORBIN BLEU IS LOVE!

i belong to me, i dont't belong to you

I will love you with every beat of my heart.

` OLA LOLA! guess who's back? RAKSHA's back. Back again, tell a friend. I am blogging after 6days, nearly a week.I was busy, can't help it. Just finished the homeworks on my computer. I am so happy that i got to be part of the school's play! I'm the WEDDING SINGER. haha i need to sing a song by Shanis twain, a LOVE song. SWWEET! i have been using the computer for 4 hrs & 31 min so far, & adding to that i am down with flu AGAIN. & i just ate the MOO! ice-cream. PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN 3 is OUT IN THE CINEMAS! & also AC MILAN WON THE MATCH AGAINST LIVERPOOL! i love both the teams but RICARDO kaka's more important to me. alright, that's all i wanna say. GOODBYE BABY( in the indian accent). love today

from this moment on- Shania twain

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on


PS- cause you're it, you're the ultimate, YOU!

i'm gonna stay down & ride for you, my baby

BOO!that's what i watch-ed today with bunny, shasi & yovi. fucking scary la! i screamed like nobody's business. stupid bunny was taking video of me screaming. i couldnt help it, the movie was ULTRA SCARY. After that, watch-ed THE NOTEBOOK. it was sooooo damn nice, i tell you. i recommend you ppl to watch it. so it was, a movie marathon day! yovi & i are watching another movie later at night. i am waiting for here to come over. BTW, i love DANITY KANE only now because of their song RIDE FOR YOU. i know it's kinda old already but like who cares. i just finished copying down the lyrics on my book,YAY! alright, my eyes are tired. pasdo's calling & that means i got to go talk to her cause once i talk to her, we will talk forever(exaggerate-ed) bye ppl, toodaloos!


PS- i'm keeping my promise to you.
my blog's screw-ed up, dont mind.

where'd you go, i miss you so

SOMETHING TERRIBLE! my uncle's gonna CUT off my hp line! nooo waayy & i will have to use TOP UP CARDS?! what the crap?! shit, shit, shit la. i have no ther choice. you wont see the oh-so-happy side of me anymore. & mum called just now & it felt so good just to hear her voice again, i love you mum because you made my day. today, me & yovi had nothing to do, so we went to Charm aunty's house & borrowed lots & lots of dvds & cds. YAY! we borrow-ed SCARY MOVIE 3, DREAM GIRLS,*THE NOTEBOOK, THE DA VINCI CODE, AQUAMARINE, MONA LISA SMILE & alot alot more. & i borrow-ed ERAGON from bunny. we ex-changed dvds. i lent her JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE & she lent me ERAGON, a tit for a tat. i am super scared about my results next week for my PRELIMS 1/ MYE. If i do badly, i am going to let down alot of ppl, especially my loved ones. & one more thing, i am supposed to go to XIANG YANG's birthday chalet today & i couldn't cause some ppl didnt allow me to go. I am very sorry nasiha & xy. i cried in front of them & they still didnt allow me to attend it. i am truely sorry. hope you all understand. well, HAPPY ADVANC-ED BIRTHDAY XIANG YANG! have a good day you all. this is my story for today & it sucks worst than anything in the whole damn-ed world. goodbye, i'm pissed.


PS- i dont't know why i miss you so much. take me awaayyyy

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!


hey! it's MOTHERS' DAY today. called mum & i screamed "HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY MOMMY!!" into her ears, through the phone of course. i miss her so bad, i really do. i miss dad & big brother too. but i've got friends who love me & blue skys all above me( i don't know what this realy means but it just came up to my mind). i am like multi-tasking right now. i am watching THE PARENT TRAP & blogging at the same time. cool eh? YES-AHHH!!! got lots of things to watch on TV today & adding to that NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!you don't know how hyper i am feeling right now. let's see what's on TV today- THE PARENT TRAP,AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL,UGLY BETTY & HEROES. ok, only 3. but still alot. well, for me. & one more thing, MOM's gonna get me a new MP4!AHHHHHHHH! sorry about that.i can put songs & music videos/P**N maybe, hehe. I'm just oh-so-super-excited.alright ppl, gotta go. i learnt this from the parent trap, toodaloos! :))


PS- I'M FEELING SUPER/ULTRA HIGGHH today!
my post;s gonna look so messy. don't mind ya

come & get what you came for

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

YES-AH! no more burning of midnight oil & no more looking at books. well, at least for now. me & pasdo went aerobics after a long, long time today & after that we went threading after a long time too. we've got nice/neat arc-ed eye-brows now. i've got nothing much to say today cause nothing much happened today. i'm bor-ed to death. i need someone to entertain me now, anyone? btw, i flunk-ed my chem paper today. i totally left out a 10marks question cause i didnt see the question & i forgot i have to choose 2 questions instead of one. WTF! this means, F9 for chemistry. alright, i got to go, bye ppl.



Everybody's gonna love today,
Gonna love today, gonna love today.
Everybody's gonna love today, gonna love today.
Anyway you want to, anyway you've got to,
Love love me, love love me, love love.


PS- i'm begging you, i'm begging you to be my escape.
it's another random post as you can see.

i could get used to this





hello. i am dying from de-pression/stress/flu/itchy eyes. i dont know what to do cause everything's a mess now. i haven't got to sleep well for days because of the MYE. & one more thing, this fcuking computer is giving me problems all the time. it's gets jammed whenever i type a word or so. tomorrow's my chemistry paper & i cant wait for it to be so over! i really hate a boy & he always has something bad to say on everything i do. he even comments on my stuffs. what's your problem you ass? get a life! you're starting to get on my nerves. dont act tough cause you're so not tough. you still have a long way to go. if you dont have anything good to say, just keep that mouth of yours shut! maths paper was alright today. it's so nice to have your test in the hall. air con & fans blowing cool wind at your face, PLEASURE! i miss alot of people right now. my mum,my papa, my brother, my paupau(dog), my grandma. i miss those times i had with you all. do take care. alright, i have to go study now. bye people.


PS- saavvee mee!

take me away

hello. blogging after five/four days? nvm. i've been very busy "studying". i go to my friends house to 'study' but end up doing other nonsensical stuffs. this shows that i am still not motivated. Pasdo & i are crazy all the time. Pasdo does alot of stupid/crazy/cute stuffs which makes me & yovi laugh like hell.oh ya, i passed my 2.4 km run! yay! me pasdo & yovi were studying at my house when we all felt like eating something. ICE-CREAM! so, we went to get ice-creams for ourselves. after eating/licking/swallowing the ice-creams, we were oh-so-satisfied.we went back home to study but we were not in the mood to study. yovi went home first, leaving me & pasdo. now i'm bored to death cause i've got nothing to do. so, i'm blogging. i sm so gonna die cause my hp bill is gonna blast & my uncle is gonna cut the line. SHIT LA! i'm sooo dead! im feel like i've got nothing to post nowadays. my life's getting more & more boring each day.ok i will go now. my uncle seems angry today. bye pretty ppl


PS- i dont love you, like i loved you yesterday. & oh ya, chedan's a very nice/sweet boy.

i wait for everything to be right again.

dear _love___,
lets lay in a field miles away from civilization,
and stare into the clouds.
We'll giggle and laugh,
and forget that we have friends,
family, enemies, problems.
lets focus on just us.
Lets stay there 'til the sun sets,
or until it rains.
Lets listen to the leaves fall,
and call it our life soundtrack.
Lets talk about all of our wishes,
and pretend to set free baloons
to each and every one of them.
lets remember this day everyday,
and regret we cant do it as often and we want.
Lets not ask any questions,
but let the other tell.
Lets disappear together,
and leave them all questioning.
sincerely,
__yours_____

i wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away.

i miss you, i miss you so bad. I dont know if i am stressed. Sometimes i feel like i am but sometimes i dont. btw, heard that O LEVELS this year has shifted one week earlier again. SHIT! i feel happy & i feel nervous at the same time. The good thing is that we will have more time to enjoy after Os & the BAD thing is we will have lesser time to prepare. WHAT THE HELL! tomorrow's school & it sucks so bad. I've got millions of assignments to finish. AarrRghhh! you dont't know how fustrated i'm feeling right now. oh ya, & i just failed my recent MATHS test! i shoukd stop regretting, i know. i'll try to change, i promise. i'm sorry mum & dad. i'm a very bad bad child. I CAN DO IT, I'M THE BEST! bye people.


Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away


PS- you dont feel me here, anymore.