here, here i am again.

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the beautiful CARIDEE & TYRA



AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL season VII. sorry about the lack of update on my blog.
I will asap. i will upload lots of pictures too : )) take care ppl





the BEAUTIFUL CARIDEE & AMANDA.



PS- it's too late; there's no turning around

when you said love makes the world go round

hellogoodbye.that's all i wanna say.

PS- & i'm staring at these same four walls again.

she falls down, & he's not around



She falled victim
She believed in love
She became dependent
Now she cant go on

the heart & the shape




I AM GOING CRAZY! today was ice skating. It was so-so. This is what actually happen-ed. I was skating when i saw a friend, i don't wanna name her. She was good at it so she & i held hands so that she could guide me. She skated super fast & pulled me along. I lost my balance & i landed on my butt first and then on my lower head. shasi told me the sound was like THUUMM! guess how much it hurt me. i couldnt stand up then. I slowly got up after a while & slowly skated back to the place whr you can sit. The guy who train-ed us got a pack of ice & he put it on my head. My friend kept apologising but it was not her fault. I should have not depended on her. My bag still hurts like shit & my knees are packed with bruises. I fell altogether like 7 times. I need alot of practice. After the whole thing, we went to KFC to EAT! I was not in the mood to eat so i just had cheeeese fries & a drink. Then, while coming home, the WORST thing happened! I HAD FEVER!It was fcuking irritating i tell you. it was 38.6 degrees celsius. like WHAT THE HELL!i just woke up & my fever has finally subsided. Alright, i got to go now. I have to play THE SIMS 2! yay! IT'S IRRESISTABLE! bye people.





PS-baby, you're the drug of my choice

shake your head; it's empty




HELLO WORLD, THIS IS ME.i don't celebrate sundays, so i didn't blog yesterday. I LOVE RADHA KUMARI PUN, MERO KURA SOON! she is soooo fun to be with. Both of us are sooo DRAMA FILL-ed. & she paints me blue. We are going to FUJI ICE PALACE tomorrow to do ice-skating, cool aye? i have to pay & radd get's it for free. So, NO FAIR! nevermaind. I went school today for biology class to accompany NA's. i went there like for fun cause i didnt wear my specs & instead i play-ed with NA's TAMAGOCHI. It is like so damn cute. She already had one blue one & yang bought for her another pink one, so sweet of him can. I am using HP prepaid/top up cards now & it truly sucks big time. I WANT MY STAR HUB LINE BACK! now, i don't even have free incoming calls, which means i cannot talk from my hp when someone calls. TRASH! Today is 2 of my favourite peoples' BIRTHDAY! they are MY OWN BROTHER & ZHU HUI! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU BOTH TO THE CORE! my brother's gonna be TWENTY! cool. i miss him soooo much. i miss you bro. alright people, guess that's all for today. byeee lots of love, love love


PS-i never loved anyone fully; i read you all wrong

spin me a tune, please?




hey, hey! i have nothing to say today. Everydays the same, who turn-ed off the season? it dosen't feel like a HOLIDAY although it is like suppose-ed to be one. i am broke, i am moving in silence. nowadays, i get agitated easily. i like blogging but i don't like the typing. I can't see cause i haven't purchased a new pair of contact lens yet & i hate wearing spectacles. every things going from bad to worst. i don't know what's become of me. i have feelings of being a 'different person' lately. i keep seeing snakes under my bed in my dreams. why snakes of all of all things? i heard of yovi's mum that if you see snakes in your dreams, it means that your enemies are defeating you. i wish i could control my dreams.i'm heavily broken & now i don't know what to do. i've got no choice but to move on. i hope everythings gonna be alright. i can't go on like this everyday. it'll get better, i hope. i'm tired, bye.


PS- you can breathe my silent tone; radioactive lullabies